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Marianas Trench Fanfiction by Posthardcorelife, literature

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Marianas Trench Fanfiction

Okay Trinity, think. You're sitting on your boyfriends couch, watching a movie. Nothing odd. Only problem is, he doesn't like you. At all. Why am I doing this. Why am I doing this? Why the fuck am I doing this? I'm me and he's him and that's all we'll ever be. He doesn't like me. He doesn't like you trinity. He's lying. "You okay?" Josh asks me, rubbing my knee "Yeah. I'm fine." You don't care. Liar. How could anyone like me? "You don't look fine to me." He smiles worriedly, taking my hand. "It's cause I'm not." I mutter "What?" He asks "I said its because I'm not fine." I state, holding back sudden tears. "Baby... Tell me what's wrong.

BVB cake collab chap 2 by Posthardcorelife, literature

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BVB cake collab chap 2

I sat in the car, terrified for my audition. "You want me to put on some music?" Andy asks me, trying to make things less awkward. "Sure," I reply "just make sure it's good. Nothing worse than bad music." "What about worse music?" He asks me, cheekily. "That's still bad. Just... Bad-ER." "I'm glad to see you're well spoken. Wouldn't want an idiot coming in." He laughs at me and I laugh back "yeah..." He smiles and turns on the stereo, a couple of seconds later a velvet revolver cd starts to play. "Oh, awesome!" I yell over the music, tapping my leg to the beat. "Thought you might like it!" He yells back at me, smiling. The rest of the car tr

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BVB cake collab chap 2 by Posthardcorelife, literature

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BVB cake collab chap 2

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Saviour (This Pain SEQUEL) Ch 11 by KaitieTheKiller, literature

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Saviour (This Pain SEQUEL) Ch 11

-----SERENA’S POV----- “Oh my God! Oh my God! If only he knew, If only he knew, If only he knew about the world without the bullshit and the lies, We could've saved him. They could've saved me. But instead I'm here drowning in my own fucking mind, And I'll be damned if you're the death of me. Blood and ink stain the walls. Silently with bloodied knuckles, I carry on Hoping it's not too wrong. You said the nights were far too long. 'Honey, it's just the start of it.' Oh my God. If only he knew. Oh my God. If only he knew. If only he knew! If only he knew. Just stand up and scream. The tainted clock is counting down. (Faster a

Saviour (This Pain SEQUEL) Ch 9 by KaitieTheKiller, literature

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Saviour (This Pain SEQUEL) Ch 9

-----TIME LAPSE (BVB 4 HAS JUST BEEN FINISHED)----- -----NIKKI’S POV----- “We are created, the suffering ones Condemned by the dying, We sing out in tongues. Caught in obsession with all that we love. Never look forward, just straight down the gun I can't take it any more Every day feels like a war The Devil in the mirror Screaming that my heart is flawed I'm never gonna let you win No I will not surrender, Even if I start to fall I swear to you I'll rise again Cast the illusions of hatred and pride Take the communion in faith they provide I'm just a human not ready to die My voice is a weapon, my fear is a lie I can't take

I know people won't read it but...Yeah... by xRainSuicidex, journal

I know people won't read it but...Yeah...

Sep 10, 2014

I just need to get some things off my chest. I've never been a person to hang on to the past, hell I don't even remember much of my childhood. I always feel like I'm annoying and in the way, whenever I'm in a group call, most people don't even acknowledge the fact I'm even there or pay attention to much of what I say. Then I just sink into a depression quietly, I won't even show it nor tell anybody because I never want to break the happy vibes around my friends. I get hurt way too easily. All my friends will sometimes call me a fag or that no one cares, I don't show it but that hurts. Like...a lot. I've been told my whole life that nobody

This Pain It Visits Almost Nightly Ch 1 by KaitieTheKiller, literature

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This Pain It Visits Almost Nightly Ch 1

-----SARAH’S POV----- “Come on, do it before mom gets home,” I begged Royce. “I don’t see why we have to do it,” groaned Jacob while playing his video game. “Because you two dyed your hair bright green and red before and I have no idea how to do my hair. Plus, Royce you worked at the hair salon with mom before she started working as a maid for Kim’s parents.” “So basically any excuse we use to get out of this is invalid?” “Basically,” I shrugged. “Well…” Jacob sighed. “Come on, man,” added Royce, “she’s our only little sist

My Skin and Choice by AnyssiaAndy, literature

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My Skin and Choice

My skin will never be the same. I can use topical creams, makeup, all of that but it'll never be the same. And there isn't anything I can do about it. I made my choice. A stupid choice. My skin is damaged. They criss cross everywhere and I can't stop them, Raised here, sunken in there. Some of them still hurt, others never did. I made my choice. A regretful choice. My skin is tainted. I shouldn't have done anything to it. But I got angry. I poisoned myself with metal and lost. I made my choice. A sad choice. My skin is damaged but I made my choice. A choice I can never go back on.

1460 Points + Art Raffle! - CLOSED by 20BoxesPotatoSalad, journal

1460 Points + Art Raffle! - CLOSED

Feb 18, 2014

Hello there! :la: I am holding my first Giveaway :happybounce: - - - - - - - - - - To see who won take a look at this!http://20boxespotatosalad.deviantart.com/journal/Winner-announcement-of-1460-Points-Art-Raffle-438470824 - - - - - - - - - - General Information: - Winners will be choosen with RANDOM.org - you will get a number - The Giveaway will end at 05.03.2014 Day/Month/Year at 6pm CET (central european time) PRIZES ARE: 1. 500 Points 2. 300 Points 3. 150 Points 4. 150 Points 5. 100 Points 6. 50 Points 7. 50 Points 8. 50 Points 9. 30 Points 7. 25 Points 8. 25 Points 9. 10 Points 10. 10Points 11. 10 Poi

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Apr 25

Australia
Deviant for 10 years
He / Him

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Female to male transgender

I love bands and youtubers and video games and occasionally gay porn I mean what

Actual information about me:
[down there V]

Favourite Visual Artist

Stormie Mills, Gerard Way, ADORE DELANO LIKE HAVE YOU SEEN HER FACE THAT SHIT IS ART. DestinyBlue.

Favourite Movies

Wretched and Divine: the story of the wild ones, Death Note 1&2, sala samobójców, nieulotne

Favourite TV Shows

Switched at birth, death note, family guy, South Park, RUPAULS DRAG RACE

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

BVB PTV MIW SWS AA FIR SS ETF FFTL DRUGS MCR ATL P!ATD OMAM BMTH FSRZ MT MP 21P GD FML FVK FOB ADTR

Favourite Books

Bizenghast, death note

Favourite Writers

M.Alice Legrow

Favourite Games

CAT MARIO

Favourite Gaming Platform

I don't even.....what?

Tools of the Trade

Pen, paper, pencil, imagination, computer, and a slave to make the art

Other Interests

Libby <3, Kyler Moss, Sexicans, Adore Delano, Veeoneeye, BRIBRY, Patty Walters, lukeisnotsexy, capndesdes, ahoynateo, blakebliss, Bryanstars, Johnnie Guilbert, Troye Sivan, Deefizzy

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Posthardcorelife

Jan 18, 2015

Jfc I'm so inactive

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Posthardcorelife

Aug 29, 2014

ZEPHLEIT RANT (FUCKING READ)

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EVERYONE READ OK FUCKING IMPORTANT The user ZEPHLEIT who is known for making boyxboy art was recently banned (with no explanation) supposedly over a piece from over 2 years ago. He was banned on his 25th birthday. His new account was ALSO banned for NO REASON. Everyone please, do something. Message DA staff, make a journal, just raise awareness. Please, bring back this brilliant artist.

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Posthardcorelife

Aug 6, 2014

Holy shit

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So I just noticed I have 100 comments on my last journal. like three people commented on it. That means that I've had really long conversations on it that are actually still going. thats kinda funny.

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Thanks for the fav

No problem xx

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